I write this to honour a young man I once had the privilege of working with. He was confined to a wheelchair and spent his days alternately in his chair or laying in bed. He could not see well as he was partially blind. He also could not speak much and only uttered two words that made sense: “mama” and “No”. Mostly he uttered guttural sounds, but oh my, he could laugh. I remember describing him to friends of ours and the first thing they asked was, “what kind of quality of life is that?” And they felt sorry for him. Yet it was this young man who taught me much about what ‘quality of life’ really means.
No, he couldn’t walk and his limitations were severe and many. He could move his legs and one arm, and he could turn his head to a limited degree. He also had a feeding tube in his stomach through which he was given nourishment – liquid ‘meals’. I had been asked if I would come work with him as his usual care giver was going off on leave. I was scared. I didn’t think I could do it. I had never done this sort of work before and didn’t think it was a good fit, but his mother encouraged me and, in the end, I agreed to try. It has been a blessing that has had reverberations in my life.
Here is what J. taught me: He taught me there are many ways to communicate without ever speaking a word. He taught me patience. He taught me grace, endurance, forgiveness, and so much more. He taught me what real love looks like.
I would arrive in the early morning and he would be laying awake waiting for me. I would bend over and whisper good morning in his ear. He’d smile. He always smiled.
After the morning routine of bathing, dressing, and breakfast was done I would sit beside his bed and read stories to him. Sometimes I sang songs, he seemed to enjoy that. He also enjoyed games I made up as we exercised his limbs so the muscles would not atrophy. He laughed a lot. It was gratifying to hear him laugh, and when he would turn his head at the sound of my voice and smile his beautiful smile.
He loved it when his little brother, a toddler at the time, was placed on his lap. The little guy was very curious about this big brother and would often hug him and caress his face. J loved that. At other times though, he would slap J or inadvertently hurt him in some way. J would cry, deeply hurt by his little brother’s actions. But he never had the smallest inclination to strike back – he had no desire for revenge. He simply expressed his hurt and pain through tears. J never seemed to get angry – it was just not part of his makeup or personality. Thankfully these occasions were few and far between.
I worked with J for a little over a month, but the time spent with him was overall a joyous experience. He was endlessly patient with my fumbling in the early days and I came to look forward to my time with him. It was a time of great learning, on my part. And it was a time filled with grace, peace, and goodwill. J has many blessings to share with the world, and I am grateful to have had the opportunity to experience the benedictions he imparted.
You were lucky to have such a beautiful experience. We often dub people with some limitation as disabled, where in reality, the people who look whole and healthy are the disabled one due to their limited thinking. Love and courage that “J” displayed are what we all should try to find. Thanks for sharing such a beautiful post.
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Thank you, Sadje. It was a deeply blessed time, one I wish more people could experience. I totally agree, it is often those we term “whole” that have the biggest limitations.
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These are the experiences which should be shared more so that we develop much needed compassion and understanding.
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Everybody has a story, but many do not have an avenue of expression. I am grateful to WordPress for the platform. Compassion and understanding are much needed, always. Thank you for sharing your insights and understanding as well. I am truly grateful for my blogging community.
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Yes, indeed it’s a wonderful place. The community is so supportive. And one has the forum to say your say!
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The life we live is a gift which we should be grateful for.
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Yes, life is so much better when we recognize the gift it truly is.
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Really changes your perspective, doesn’t it? And think of all the people who are blessed with so much and are still miserable because of a bad attitude. I’m glad you and J got to bless each other. 🙂
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Our blogging community really is a blessing and though we may not know one another well I really appreciate the kind comments and support.
Yes, it does change one’s perspective to be with people who face so many daily challenges. It really was a grace-filled time in my life. It was many years ago now, but the lessons J taught me come back to me time and time again – a greater blessing I could not envision.
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My first novel, “Counselor,” was about a young man with cerebral palsy. The other main character, Liz, couldn’t understand him when he told her his name, and rather than ask him to repeat it and call attention to his speech impediment, she just called him “J for short. (!) (Predictably, she gained more from befriending him than she was ever able to give him. 😉 )
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Wow! That’s so interesting.
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Beautiful spiritual share
Many people miss out on love, spitual through and so many blessings, due to their biases.
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Thanks so much, it was a deeply blessed period in my life, for sure! I wish more people could spend time with those who seem to be so limited, and yet have so much to give.
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Reblogged this on chopkins2x3 and commented:
Posting again because too many people do not understand the blessings a person with severe limitations can impart. Still so grateful to have met J and for all the lessons he taught me.
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what an awesome post with such a beautiful message!
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Thanks so much. J really was an amazing young man. He was so filled with love and acceptance it was such a joy and a big blessing to spend time with him.
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it is amazing how certain individuals leave such a big imprint on our hearts.
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Yes it is. He certainly made a deep impression on mine. 🙂
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🙂
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